I was going to make this a poll, but that makes it hard to explain this.

See, I have a problem with art. Moreso, with making work worthy of being in a gallery. I can do many things, but have yet to find things I love doing and would do continuously to make a body of work. I do not want to create refined gorgeous hardcore realistic pieces. I can do that. It's mentally and physically exhausting, and is boring as hell. Here's what I've been brainstorm today while sitting on the couch watching Black Jack the anime (which is amazing, btw):

Diary As Art. I do lots of sketch pages, but I never really kept a diary. I think I could pick up another blank sketchbook and do an entry a day, in some artistic way. It has been done before, of course, but I make so many little sketches and genuinely enjoy doing it that I think I can elevate it to some sort of higher art form by having a collection of them. When I'm just writing, drawing, and showing how I feel then I don't feel like I'm doing work and that's when I can be most creative.

Legs. I like drawing and painting legs, a lot. I like them for many reasons. They represent innocence, sexuality, and femininity all in one package. They are fun to draw, paint, and photograph. If I just make a bunch of pieces around legs, I think that I can physically do this for the rest of my life and be happy. Because I draw them so damned much.

How to Disappear Completely. I had this idea, which I've been trying to run with. Showing various body parts melting, decompiling, etc. Showing the reasons why people want to hide themselves, why people lose their identity and so on and so forth. While this was fun for literally 3 pieces, a short stop animation, and a whole 8 or so photographs, I've grown tired of it. I feel that I can start this up again once summer comes, and I plan on doing some really big works and some many many small works. I'm just not positive I can run with this.

My thousand eyed blood. That's part of a line from Lolita, by Nabokov. I thought, maybe, I'd just do a series on eyes. Thousands and thousands. Prints of eyes, paintings of eyes, just staring, glaring, looking, observing. They can be injected into any situation to portray how I feel about the world. When I eat, I think people are staring at me, judging me for having that bag of chips. I could paint them glaring, and their face would be a void where one thousand eyes glared at me.

I think all these ideas are good ideas. I have the skills to execute them. I just have trouble getting started, and sticking with it. Each of these would be terribly personal for me. And I'm not used to making personal art. =/ Only recently have I been doing it. Sorry to flood everyone with journal entries, but it's hard to create art when you aren't sure what you want to say, even if you have all the resources.